| god i love it |
[21 Apr 2008|07:20pm] |
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music |
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the shins |
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i guess because eventually it doesnt matter anymore.
it doesnt matter what you can get him to buy you.
or how blonde your hair.
how many uggs you own.
or how drunk you got last night.
if you have the newest cellphone.
or if you lost ten more pounds.
eventually you figure out what truly important in life. and the ones that fall into the catagories of selfish so called perfect wanting, well they just seem overly pathetic.
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| the best of worst timing. |
[16 Sep 2007|01:35pm] |
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mood |
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its hard. it gets hard. i dont like it much. but then again i dont know what to do or how to change it.
you take the steps back as far as you can remember. each indiviual step. thinking about every twist and turn. ever stop you made. everything you drop. each thing you picked up.
yet you cant find it. that excat spot that it went wrong. that you lost something. maybe it was your sole.
either way, you might as well expect that its gone.
and your so fucked.
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| he thinks i'm on myspace |
[03 Aug 2007|09:40pm] |
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mood |
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complacent |
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pretty much pregnancy sucks so far. i'm ALWAYS sick. and it sucks when i cant stand him right now.
i know i love him. but hes just so fucking annoying. and he claims i dont live him.
fagbot. i wouldnt be living with you and having your fucking devil child if i didnt love you.
i guess somethings everything just happens how it should. i just keep thinking about the baby. and me and jeremiah. and how no one thinks we will make it. and now i keep wondering if we will make it. i think we will. i hope we will. i know we will.
i think.
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| fuck off |
[22 Jun 2007|11:09pm] |
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mood |
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crying |
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i dont get it. i really fucking dont.
all i want is for you to listen to me. to support me. to be there for me. to help me. to understand. just to listen.
thats all i want.
but you're such a fucking dick. always. you cant even listen. just listen.
but no. no matter what i am wrong. and i am the idiot. and i am doing something stupid.
i just wanted your help. that was it. just for you to listen to me. and be there for me.
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| omg |
[12 Jun 2007|09:28pm] |
i'm moving...
in with a boyfriend.
holyshit.
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